Soren's Reply

I very much appreciate the food and drink. Abu Gebir. It seems you truly grant our every wish. That is the perfect definition of a gracious host.

What would a person wish for? Well, a few moments ago my greatest wish would have been for a spring of pure water in these dry sands. Now in this room with such gracious accomodations, I wouldnt think to wish for a paltry puddle of water. It would be a foolish wish. Isnt that remarkable, Adib? That what we wish for yesterday is of no consequence to us today?

Therefore we know that wishing a really great wish is not a simple matter, for such wisdom obviously surpasses the understanding of our past self, and if I learn anything from that I must admit that a truly great wish is probably beyond my present self as well, and I might as well confess that my future self would fair no better. Perhaps even Eurynome could not unite those struggling and shortsighted fractions of a self.

But here we are, about to wish for something!

Hmmm. Here is another problem... there is a part of me that wishes for gold and gems, another part of me would rather eschew the riches in exchange for a long healthy life, and yet another part of me would wish for great accomplishments and fame. No matter which one I pick, it is almost certain that my future self will be unhappy and would rather have a different wish!

I have so many different parts of me wanting to race off in different directions to wish for different things, let alone the different wishes of my past, present, and future self. I cant imagine it all, let alone keep track of it all. It is actually a wretched thing to have to choose one of them. Surely sorrow would come of it! Whatever i wish for now would seem palty later, or might even turn into evil! Yes, thats a problem. This world is always changing, and our wishes turn to evil very easily. Evil itself is a very changeable thing. Evil is one thing this week, and a different thing the next. It is likely that what we wish for today will be wrong tomorrow. Be certain of this: Whatever you wish for now... you will regret it later.

Perhaps it is best not to wish at all? No... that will give me constant regret in the future. At every future moment when I desire something, I will remember that my past self could have wished for it. What misery that would be!

Wish or dont wish, either way, you will regret both. This is our dilemma. Do not look so perplexed Adib. There is a way out of this mess. Why are you smiling, Eurynome?

The best thing is to admit the chaos and face it straight on. Keeping that in mind, perhaps the best wish of all would be to wish for this:  "I wish to have in my heart.. only one wish!"

Yes, I wish to have only one desire, a desire so great and so pure that it is unchanging and perfect. A desire so steady that it never changes, never alters. But I am such a chaotic creature that I cannot make the truly great wish on my own. How can I obtain that perfect desire?

The only unchanging thing that I know of comes from the glowing center of the Sacred Flame, which is eternal and perfect. Even if I only percieve it from a distance, I do percieve it. So does everyone.

Now then my wish:  "I wish for a pure heart that desires only one thing, which is to say a heart that desires whatever it is that the Eternal Flame desires, for only the Flame is unchanging in its goodness."


As for that temple you have spoken of, i would very much like to claim... er... explore it. Yes exploration is what we are here for.

Perhaps, Abu Gebir, you would send your servant to come with us? It would be most useful. Oh, dont worry, I can keep him under control. (Soren clutches his staff and his eyes narrow as if calculating his own strength) Yes. Just enough.

(Soren loosens his grip and his eyes relax as he focuses on his host with proper deference) With your permission, Abu Gebir. Do you think your servant is up for adventure and hardship? Can it use a sword? Carry great burdens?

But lo! your servant stands by me now, as if he wishes to come along with us and aid us. What a remarkable servant you have! It knows the needs of your guests and quickly carries out every wish.

In exchange for lending us your servant, Abu Gebir, you must enjoy a share of the loot, ah... I mean knowledge that we find. Yes, it is knowledge that counts, and knowledge you shall have if we succeed. With the aid of your servant, we shall surely suceed.

And may I have some more cabbage? and wine? You are a most gracious host to say 'yes' so generously to our requests,  I thank you profusely in advance.